Saturday, October 10, 2009

this morning..

i woke up from a nightmare. i dont remember much but it was mostly how how i left all those who cared most about.

maybe because i read those quote last night.. "how can you fuck over all the people that care for you?".....
my night mare goes something like this;

EVERYONE went against me and i thought the only people i had left in the world was my dad &janiri<3>
My mom started ignoring me no matter what nice thing i did, my brothers well accuse me in doing stuff i never did.
My dad would welcome me home and tell me he loves me more. i asked myself where did everyone go?
I couldn't take it no more.
i ran to my hiding spot, and only one person knew me more.
Janiri went to my spot, were i was tiring gold from my eyes.
she said she could handle this no more.
She stayed with my until sunrise roar.
i left walking, in silence we stood.
where everything in my mind was possible but i could see anymore.
we both talked and talked some more, till we fell asleep, near the rock we snore.

i went back home i could picture this anymore.
i believed in my nighhtmare was just another dream..
i went back home,
to see no one was there no more.
i cried and cried.
till some gentlemen came by,
he told me hello, and wished to never say good bye.
my frown went upside down..
in reality that person is now no longer around ;/

i woke up sweating and cried some more.
all i said:
"i couldnt believe in my dream we spent some time alone"
then i felt alone once again..

oh no D:

by Ahnjella at 9:57 AM |

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