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Sunday, November 29, 2009

At the Armory. .

Im at the Armory right now, the New Balance track & Field Center and I feel soo nervous. You see people running the relays and spiriting and falling and vomiting. There was this guy who just paused behind me and my friends seat and then BAM and all he ate for breakfast was chilling on the floor. I really didn't care at first about this mee,. It was gonna be one of those what ever meets but once I walked to the armory it makes you feel like you can do better. The place feel like victory. I like it a lot now. I was planning to quit but I would have to postpone that thought now. At the moment im watching the guys do relays. But our guys left already. They already finished there events. I wish I had a camera and take pictures. To show you guys how it looks.

I wish there was some thing inside me that would want to accomplish something. . I was like that. Like having something to look forward to. I want to see janiri today but I don't know if i can. I miss her. I miss a lot of my friends for some apparent reason. I feel like im fading away with all my friends. I guess family is always there. My relationship with my mom is getting way better. Thank god. Talking about thanking God; my thanks giving was good I spent t pretty well.
I went to the Macys ThanksGiving Parade with Ameilia, her boy friend George and her moms. My 1st time there. I felt like a little girl. I finally knew what it is to spend time at these things. Have you ever had that girl in your class who did all the holiday stuff? Like the parade, visit Santa clause in the mall, go see the Christmas tree in the cityy? I never did stuff like that. My parents believed it wasn't for us. But anywho, trying to get to NJ from the city is horrible. It was a worth while mission.

Its only 12:05 and I only been here for like a hour but it feel like 5 hours.

I think im transferring out my high school, I seem not to like it as the days keep on going by.

by Ahnjella at 5:47 PM |